It doesn't matter in the end

There are always people asking who you ideal partner is, what they would be like, what they would look like. And there are people are specifically answer that question. Some have vague answers. Well, me? I do have a few key points, I mean everyone has to have at least have that. But then, in the end it doesn't matter at all. If that person can return your feelings, has the ability to make you smile and respect you at the same time. Then that's it. Oh, and trust. Just the basics. People expect too much from their partner, and sometimes because of that, that pretty much drags their relationship downhill.

I know there are girls out there who want their partner to have a six-pack, biceps, a cute smile and so on and so forth. And then they go onto the personality: a sense of humour, academically gifted, athletic, a big heart so so on. It's so materialistic. No guy, no guy will ever be like this. If they do achieve this sort of fake persona, there will always be a flaw. There is so such thing as a perfect man.

And of course, the boys, now what do they want? Large breasts, big arse, curves, flat stomach, long legs. A sense of humour, bubbly, the ability to cook (gosh, that always gets on my nerves!). Boyyy, you dreamin' a tad too much! It is extremely hard to find a girl who has big boobs and arse and has a big heart.

Okay, what I'm really saying is that, in a relationship, you don't need all those things! You just need to share a mutual feeling with love, trust and respect. Oh, and they have to be able to make you smile. Yeah, all those things above are a bonus, but it's not needed for a relationship to work. You could pair up a hot guy with an ugly girl and they could be the cutest couple. And then you could have a hot guy and a hot girl together, and just as well might be the couple you want to strangle.

I really wish people would open their mind about this sort of thing and stop checking their criteria for a partner. Life doesn't work that way.

I know, this is a weird post and it's every where. I'm just not in the mood to write formally!

Not-so-eventful-day

Okay, I know it's like 1:20AM, and it's the 1st of August. But I won't be posting about the 1st of August. I will be posting about the 31st of July!

Happy birthday Harry Potter and Joanne Kathleen Rowling! I don't know what my life would be like without Harry Potter :') Yes, I'm an obsessed child.

So, I had a seven hour sleep last ngiht, which is not good. I should be getting at least eight hours. Oh well.

I went Julie's place today, and we just talked and reminisced. I love our little talks. They always bring smiles to our faces. We looked back on school photos as well, gosh everyone's changed so much! For better..and for worse. Primary photos were the best though, everyone was so cute! A part of me really does miss primary. we were all so innocent back then. We had a few 'deep' talks. Wasn't one of our deepest, but yeah. It was nice.

Then I got hungry, so I went home. I actually wanted to stay till night, but I felt lazy. And the first thing I did when I got home? I ran into the kitchen.. I was hungry okay?!

I caught up with Cindy Lam today. It was extremely nice to talk to her properly after so long. Seeing as we were so close in primary. I have to thank Putijak for inviting her in..because he didn't want to be our messenger. But, seriously, I do owe you one Putijak! I hope after this conversation things will be better with her and we won't be so awkward HAHAH!

I should get off the computer now. My arse is hurting.. Okay, goodnight!

Hello five hour sleep.. :(

Peter Alexander!

Okay, so I took a few snapshots of/with my PA pyjamas. Yes, I know I am obsessed with them. But you can't blame me!

The bag it came in. Adorable ain't it?!

The bag + box it came with. Love at first sight!

The flannellette bottoms.

The top - adorable!

This was around the neck-line.

  

Thanks big brother! heheh! I love it so so so so much! I can't wait for warmer weather so I can wear it to sleep!

Yeah, just a photo with me wearing it!

17 facts! Why 17? Ask Putijak.

• I'm not that afraid of creepy crawlies. I mean, I am afraid of them, but sometimes, I'm not afraid. Weird right? I know.
• I take a long time to trust someone. Well, it depends on how much I've been through together with that person.
• I'm able to hold really long grudges. So, yes, I do find it difficult to forgive people.
• I don't want to ever grow up.
• I give off a serious and mature vibe, however when you get to know me, I'm not so serious. I do have a fun side people!
• I hate hate hate being defeated. I don't know, I always have to have the last laugh. Bad habit, I know.
• I'm afraid of holding onto large responsibilities, hence I try to avoid them as much as possible. As mean as it is, I tend to push them towards other people..
• I love it when I can talk to someone for hours and not run out of things to talk about.
• In my eyes, I had the perfect childhood, I had every thing I wanted
• I hate swallowing my pride. I don't tend to apologise to people first, unless, that person is really important to me. If it's minor, then I wouldn't mind.
• I like things neat, however, that doesn't apply to my bedroom. My room's a complete and total mess. Clothes. Worksheets. Pens. Lollies. Hair ties. Yeah, they're everywhere.
• I get along better with males, however, I don't let them in that often. I know, I'm weird..
• I never expect anything in return.
• I believe in equality when it comes to any relationship (love, familial, friends) in order for it to work. Okay, not so much familial.
• I actually eat a lot. Like a lot. But I care about my health too much, to eat too much.
• I'm really glad my brother and I don't argue a lot anymore. We probably argue like once a month or something now.
• When I'm older, I want my family to consist of my future husband, 2+ children, my parents (if they decide to live with me) and, possibly a dog or some sort of pet.

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I was 'supposed' to meet up with Jordan and Erika today. Yeah, didn't happen. I really wished we did. Whether he was serious about being here or not, I don't know. Katie, Julie and I waited outside Stardust Hotel (which we later realised wasn't even an actual hotel) looking like idiots. Yes, Jordan, feel bad! We're all ignoring you now!

I went back to Julie's place and we called Jordan's mobile. And he picked up. And he muted himself. Well, someone picked up. I'm not completely sure who it was. Even if we're ignoring you, an explanation would still be nice!

April, Linda, Scott, Danny, Putijak, Kelvin and Alex went to see AJ Rafael. And I later found out Jayesslee was there. Mega ultra sad! I really want to meet Janice and Sonia! I'm so jealous! I should have went..

When my brother came home, he surprised me and got me Peter Alexander pyjamas! Oh my gosh! I am so happy! They're really cute! His friend picked it out and said that when she's over and I'm not wearing it, she's going to kill me! Yayayayyaya! I was incredibly happy when I saw the bag! Well, at least it's one good thing that's happened today!

Now, I'm sitting here eating cake like a fat arse. :')

I'm a girl, if you can make me happy, you've got my feelings going wild

Every single girl, every single girl will experience this. At least once. Some girls will learn to build a wall  and be able to interfere with her feelings developing. The others, however, won't be able to build a wall so easily and their feelings will gradually develop into something more than just friendship.

Girls seek for happiness, for someone to be there for them. For someone to make them smile until their cheeks hurt. And if this happens to be a male, in most cases, she will become attracted to him. Maybe the feelings won't go any further, maybe they will. The girl will definitely be confused with her feelings.She'll want to see him. She'll want to talk to him.

But is it always 'love'?

No, it isn't. Girls experience all these emotions when she grows close to a male. It's because he can make her smile and be genuinely happy. Because a best friend is supposed to make you smile until your cheeks hurt. They're supposed to be there for you. Then again, so are boyfriends.

Like everyone says, only time will tell. Only time will tell how she feels. Best friend or boyfriend?

If I can believe in spirits, why can't I believe in other mythical creatures?

I've always questioned myself this. I believe in spirits. My friends believe in them. Then I think about it..why can't I believe in, I don't know, fairies? Mermaids? Dragons even. All these creatures are mythical, but why is it that I can only believe in spirits?

Spirits tend to be associated with all things negative. Then again, so are mermaids, with their ability to cause storms and shipwrecks. Some people believe fairies were once pure evil. Dragons can kill, I mean they're meant to breathe fire. They're all deadly - minus the fairy - and horrifying

I mean, I grew up thinking spirits were just a myth, same with fairies, unicorns and so on, but as I grew older, I chose to believe in spirits. A part of me does wish that I could believe in other mythical creatures..but why can't I..?