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I should have said this in yesterday's post, but I've recently made amendments in my life. Specifically, a relationship with someone. Someone who I was once extremely close to and ended on extremely bad terms. It feels odd to be talking to them again. I'm not entirely used to it. I always thought that I could never ever speak a word to them again, I was wrong. But like everyone says, time heals everything. A part of me is still unsure about it though. A part of me finds it hard to forgive entirely.

I've been complaining about how bored I am with my life a lot. Yes, I am bored of it. Extremely bored. All I ever do is go school, study, work out and occasionally have parties. That's it. I know what I need to make me life exciting. A boy. I know, I said I don't want a love interest, but hey, it doesn't mean that he's going to be my love interest. Even a best friend who can make me smile constantly will be fine. Then again, I know it's risky. Becoming close to any boy is. And I know that if a boy does walk in, I'll be happy. And then I'll fall harder than I usually would.

Oh well, I'm walking on a linear path, no detours, no road blocks. My state of 'happiness' is neutral, nothing is paining me, so I guess that's a good thing. I'm happy with the way my life is, but I'm not satisfied. And hey, I do have a male best friend who I can turn to, that's all that counts.

My formal attire is piecing together slowly. I just have to be patient with everything. I hope it goes the way I want it to.

My plans on investing in an SLR this year is most likely heavily delayed. Too many things have popped up which have cause my family to spend money on. It's pretty sad. I want to save up as much as I can and my parents can pay the rest.

I really hope I get a job ASAP. I need money desperately. I'm sick of asking my parents for money all the time. I'm growing up now, I need my own money. Then again, senior year's just around the corner, and I'll have no time at all. Sighh..

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So Malika slept over for two nights. It was nice to spend time with her since I don't that often, especially not any one on one time. It was pretty fun! :) We fell asleep on each other though HAHAH

So, I went to volunteer again, as usual. And this time, I picked up two items. Both totalling at $13 which was such a bargain! Especially for the shorts!

Tres Beau hot pink blouse for $8

Minkpink (yes, Minkpink!) high waisted denim shorts for $5. I was so happy to see these! They are amazing!

After this, we went straight to Sam's for her and Kelvin's 16th party. Heaps of fun! I loved it! It was different as well cause we have a number of guys we didn't have in our previous parties, but it was really fun to have them.

Then today, Malika and I just bummed around HAHAH :)

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Yeah, I know my title is spelt incorrectly. But meh.

So, along with April and Sarah I got the chance to participate in a photo session for the local newspaper. So yay! We were dressed up in hanboks and were asked about our trip to Korea. Man, April tightens the hanbok so tightly.. It hurt so much.. Anyway, here are some photos!

She looks so elegant in it!

And of course, she looks amazing!

Hehehehehhe

HAHAH <3

Cutie!

I looooooove this photo!

It's been playing on my mind for a while, but I've finally realised that I don't want to be romantically involved. It just seems so stressful, and I don't know, I don't need that stress and I'm content with the way my life's going..not really, but yeah. It's kinda starting to bother me when certain people emphasise that I don't have a love interest and all that. But yeah, whatever, high school relationships are really..unreal.

Formal is doing me in the head! I have two options in mind. I can spend money on a dress which I keep laying my eyes on, it's perfect! Like perfect! I want it so much! Or I can choose to save money and just stick with an LBD I have and dress it up with a few touches. I don't know..I want the dress, but it's so expensive.. And what if I don't look good in it?!

Jordan, I miss you! We need to talk. I was going to talk to you just then, but you went off. Fag. I miss the times we talked everyday! You're still my 'obba' nonetheless hehe <3 I would start conversations with you more often, but heck, I'm lazy HAHAH! But yeah, I miss you heaps! I hope you're doing well, and everything is all well too.

The heat here is increasing so badly, it's getting so freakin' hot! And it's gonna be hotter tomorrow! Urghhh! I love summer, but I hate it. Oh well, what the hell, perfect weather for beach!

Anyway, I had a good day today. I was feeling pretty dead all day though. But, it was worth it, hehe :D <3

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Formal is doing me in the head. I can't seem to find a perfect dress. I'm ordering one, but I'm unsure on how well it will fit me. So yeah, I'm completely bummed about that. I had another attire in mind with a dress I already have, but it requires a blazer to be complete, and it's way too hot for a blazer. Sigh, I hope the dress I order works out for me.

I miss the Korean students so much! Especially Eun Jeong! Ahhh! I miss Korea so much. I want to go back so badly!

I'm slacking off a lot. In every single aspect of my damn life. Urgh, I have to get back.

Anyway, there's an issue really bugging me. It doesn't directly affect me, but, shit, it's really heart breaking. You may have heard it, or may have not, but there was a toddler in China who was run over twice and not one person stopped to take a look at her. And it wasn't until 10 minutes later, that someone did. It's disgusting. How can you not look back at a toddler lying on the street with blood surrounding her? How is that possible? And how is it possible to run over a freakin' human obliviously? Seriously?

Society is so messed up.

Formal dresses

So I was rummaging through my wardrobe for a suitable formal dress. Yeah, I got a few picked out. But, i really want a new one.. So I went on ASOS, and found a few really cute ones. I want them. But the only thing stopping me is the risk of it not entirely fitting me, the fact that I do want to lose weight (progress is really not going well, I'm too much of a fat arse) and knowing it might not fit me later on and so on so forth.

I know most people won't like this dress, but I really don't care. I love it! I really really would love it for my formal! Buuut..it's $180. So, yeah, really bummed about that.

This is was the second dress that caught my attention. It gives off a Greek goddess kind of vibe and it's really simple too.

This one caught my eye too. It's just something you wouldn't expect someone to rock up in for a formal.

Once again, extremely unique. Something people wouldn't expect me to wear. Price burns though, $120.

Very edgy, yet classy. I like.

Both pictures are of one dress if you haven't realised. Unlike the other dresses, what really bought me was the back of this dress. I did not expect an open back for this dress at all! I really really like it! But yes, it does look kind of casual. But hey, it's possible to work it as a formal.

Really simple, yet cute. I don't know, something just drew me to it. This is one I'll never afford though, $195

I still want to talk to you.

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Yeah, I'm not bothered to write about Korea anymore. My experience is similar to April and she's doing a day to day one (http://dead-error.blogspot.com/), so yeah, just head over there!

Nothing really exciting in my life right now.. So yeahh, I won't post anything life-relating anytime soon. I might, but yeah.

The days in Seoul! ..cause I'm lazy to write abotu Jeju.

The trip to Korea was amazing! I will definitely go back one day! I'll write it day by day and try to remember as much as possible HAHA

Day 1

I woke up for 5:15am and the bus was scheduled to leave at 5:30am, so yeah. Bad start. I realised I forgot my clips, but it wasn't an essential so s'all good. Oh, I forgot my school cap too. But I was provided with another one so yeah. I was dead tired. When we got to the airport, we were all hungry and went to hunt for food. I ended up only getting a mocha cause everything else was too heavy for a breakfast. The weather slowly got warmer, and I was wearing a sweater only.. So yeahh, it was really hot.

When we finally boarded the plane, the excitement didn't hit any of us yet. And the plane trip was hell, it was so long! I spotted cute boys from Moss Vale, but I kept it to myself at first cause I didn't want there to be like a lot of commotion..yet. Julie was feeling sick the whole time, poor baby :( She slept most of the way, and didn't eat.

When we landed in Seoul, the excitement kind of hit us. Incheon airport is so nice! When you flush the toilets, it's so scary HAHAH! Mmm, the hotel was really nice. Like really really nice. We were separated into two rooms: 707 and 708. We were down the hall from Moss Vale (A)

Day 2

Breakfast was bleh, wasn't that nice. We went to this mountain where we can overlook North Korea. We had lunch near there. Lunch was decent. There was a cosmetics shop near, so I bought Tonymoly Appletox Honey Cream and face masks. Then we went to a couple of museums. Pretty boring. We bummed around more than anything since we were lazy.

Then we went Lotte Worldddddddddddddddddd! We were so excited! Definitely the highlight of the trip! We went on the Viking twice, a water ride and the French Revolution twice. Viking was heaps fun! SO was the French Revolution. When we were lining up for it, the Moss Vale boys waved, smiled and winked at us, so we got all high after that HAHA

That night, we 708 girls crashed 707 and we called the Moss Vale boys. We called like three times before saying anything. On the fourth go, we apologised and were just going to end the call, but they kept it going, so yeahh. What happened in the call, I will not say. HAHA

Day 3

That day was our last day in Seoul. Pretty bummed, we wanted another day. I didn't eat much breakfast. It was ewww.. I sat on a seat which allowed me to see the boys, and they kept on looking at us. Not even a wave! :( I was waiting for one from Camo AHAH :( Mmm, after breakfast, we were all on the first floor and waiting for the bus. Moss Vale boys looked at us again, blah blah.

We went to the kingdom place, it was really nice! :) Then we went to the Folk Village, the place was really nice too. We had lunch there too. Had Bulgogi again. By then, I was so sick of beef. I only went with April, cause the others disappeared somewhere HAAH Oh, and we also found out Moss Vale was going to be on the same flight home as us. Yayy HAHA

After that, we jetted off to Gimpo airport. It was nerve wracking knowing that I was going to be with Eun Jeong's family. But hey, they were super nice! Yeahh..there's be at least 2 more posts of Korea. So yeahh!

I'm lazy now :)

Did ya miss me?!

I'm still in Jeju Island, at Eun Jeong's place. It's been an amazing experience so far! Loved every minute of it! I only have a few days left then it's back to Aussie I go! I miss home so much. My Mum's cooking. My room. My family. My friends. :-(

I've been meaning to post, but we've been out a lot and I've gotten tired, so yeahhh. Just a quickie today cause I'm on my phone..in bed :-D 

I'll post a proper one as soon as I hit my home in a not-so-lazy mood :-)